He melts into the other, the affection making him feel a little wobbly and warm. "I know. I know, it's just a nightmare." He holds a breath for a long few seconds and then lets it out. "I'm... I know I'm probably just being stupid, it just... I don't want you to be put in that position. Even without the danger of them eating you they and their homes smell pretty bad."
It's not the point and he knows it, but... "You should go back to sleep." Not like he's not still exhausted, but... he's not sure if he can.
"Mm... maybe. I know you maybe can't get back to sleep after that, but... Lie back down with me? Even just lying down is better for you than not resting, there was an episode of something about it... that American show where they blow stuff up for science..." He tugs Casper back towards lying down. "Also because you're warm and cuddling is nice..."
"There's like five of those aren't there?" He's not sure, Americans like their explosions. Doesn't matter. He follows his schatzi and lies back down, snuggling into the other's chest to keep himself grounded. Shang Beida is here, he can feel him, smell him, see him. It's okay. He tucks the blankets more around the other - he gets a little too hot with so many.
His eyes slip closed and he takes a deep breath. It's okay. It'll all be okay. His heartbeat is back to a normal pace now and he's just... glad for the attention over everything else. His body feels heavy, the adrenaline spike in it just making him feel worse. "'m not that warm, am I?" He knows he runs a little bit colder but maybe he's still warm enough? He's not sure. "... Just don't want you to be taken away..." He's happy - or close enough to it - for once in his life.
"I don't know, I don't watch much American TV... something about crab boats..." He pets Casper's hair, relaxing against him.
"Warmer than the boat," Shang Beida mumbles. "Warm enough... so sweet... Won't let anyone keep us apart, baobei..." He's drifting off again, the human weight of his boyfriend against him ridiculously comforting, he really understands Cucumber-bro's attachment at the hip to his husband on a whole new level now. He just wants to hold onto Casper. For as long as he can.
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It's not the point and he knows it, but... "You should go back to sleep." Not like he's not still exhausted, but... he's not sure if he can.
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His eyes slip closed and he takes a deep breath. It's okay. It'll all be okay. His heartbeat is back to a normal pace now and he's just... glad for the attention over everything else. His body feels heavy, the adrenaline spike in it just making him feel worse. "'m not that warm, am I?" He knows he runs a little bit colder but maybe he's still warm enough? He's not sure. "... Just don't want you to be taken away..." He's happy - or close enough to it - for once in his life.
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"Warmer than the boat," Shang Beida mumbles. "Warm enough... so sweet... Won't let anyone keep us apart, baobei..." He's drifting off again, the human weight of his boyfriend against him ridiculously comforting, he really understands Cucumber-bro's attachment at the hip to his husband on a whole new level now. He just wants to hold onto Casper. For as long as he can.