"No, it's fine." The rambling is kind of soothing? In a weird way, at least. "I mean I did have ghosts around me, but that was normal for me. But like..." Gods, how does he even say this properly? "I meant that at least i had attention and stuff from my father, even if a lot of it was negative. And I wasn't like... abandoned or forgotten."

He's not making this any better, is he? "... Basically - it could have been worse. And it wasn't. And my life wasn't normal but it was more normal than knowing the world's getting close to ending. And I wasn't really that happy either because like... I had the ghost of a serial killer whispering over my shoulder a lot, but at least he was my friend. ... Kind of."