He groans longer, pressing the other up against the wall even more tightly and his breath comes more harshly. "Gods damn it..." He's scared, but he wants to go further. He wants to push himself, not out of fear but out of a genuine desire to give himself to his boyfriend.

"Gods damn it..." He repeats, and he feels faintly ashamed of how he feels, but... but it's fine. No one here cares - hell, he's got a boyfriend, doesn't he? He slides his hands under the first set of robes and grips the other's hips carefully.

"I want... I want to be with you. I... love you. And even if this place isn't forever, I want to be with you as long as I can."