"... I don't know. I don't... really get a choice in what I do at home." But here, maybe... maybe. He wraps his arms around the other and leans into him heavily. It's okay. It'll be okay.
He's not sure what he wants right now. It's awkward and confusing and he loves this man, but he's just... lost in this kind of thing. And there's not like there's anyone here he knows who's experienced that he can ask. "I just... when we get to stuff - when, not now - we can take it slow and figure out what we both like? We're... uh. Both kind of repressed, aren't we? Or... that's not the right word but we're eager. But neither of us really know what we want."
That's... reasonable, isn't it? "I just want you to be happy. And you want me to be happy. So let's... try to make both of us happy." He leans as if to lie down, but if the other doesn't go with him he'll pull back up. "But we're both really tired right now. We... we shouldn't make decisions about that stuff now, right?"
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Date: 2024-03-31 08:31 pm (UTC)From:He's not sure what he wants right now. It's awkward and confusing and he loves this man, but he's just... lost in this kind of thing. And there's not like there's anyone here he knows who's experienced that he can ask. "I just... when we get to stuff - when, not now - we can take it slow and figure out what we both like? We're... uh. Both kind of repressed, aren't we? Or... that's not the right word but we're eager. But neither of us really know what we want."
That's... reasonable, isn't it? "I just want you to be happy. And you want me to be happy. So let's... try to make both of us happy." He leans as if to lie down, but if the other doesn't go with him he'll pull back up. "But we're both really tired right now. We... we shouldn't make decisions about that stuff now, right?"